Arguable, that this has been the happiest day of my life… but unquestionable is the fact that yesterday was the most discouraging one. I wasted my time in Delhi.. there were no companies that i wanted to apply in. Nothing even came close.. And then on Friday Danny sent me a message that the results were out.. My heart began to pound logarithmically as i read through those lines. This was just too soon. I came face to face with reality. I had completely wasted my time during the two weeks i got for writing one exam. And what did i do.. well i untiringly wrote 37 DVDs (That could be an exaggeration but the number was closer to it than you can imagine). Now this was my nemesis. If i fail it would mean a complete garbage of 4 years of studies. How i’ve spent the weekend, is a question words cannot express.. this is the second time around for something such as this to have happened in my life.
The first was RP, the backlog. I never thought i’d fail the first time. It was my favorite subject in the whole of my studies. May be it was overconfidence on my abilities that led to my failed attempt. But i’ve always thought that God has always taught me something in the trying times i’ve had in mUzOn. One thing, as Annaiappan once told me, was that God rewards hard labor and not the knowledge that we think we posses. All we need to do is trust in Him.
And that is exactly what i thought when i opened the browser this morning at 5. I did say a little prayer and meant every word of it. My heart began that slow logarithmic pounding again. But i was prepared to see the result. At least i thought so. But what i saw was more than i could have “dreamed of.” 76 in Antennas was too much to get. I had thought that either i would just pass or fail. I clearly remember that i had not written one question and the goof ups were uncountable. i had no idea to what i wrote to half of the questions. It was because i had forgotten. Thats what happens if we study from 2AM to 10Am non stop. But thats another story..
The Bottom line being.. “The Lord Came Through.. Again”
