This is becoming a very long wait for me… Christo is writing GRE this week and Wilfred is doing MSCSE… I think they’re on the right track. The pursuit of happiness. For Christo i’m sure that he’ll get through in GRE… As for wilfred i feel that he’s too gifted or may be the word should be hardworking to waste it all on the Microsoft Certification.. but that’s how they’ve taken off. At least they’ve taken off. As for me.. I’m still in that stupid position, not knowing what or where i should be. I’ve decided to move off to the south. Bangalore is the destination to be. But one part of me tells me to move to MUZON as a lecturer. It also tells me that i should do teaching and then write GATE and TANCET next year. Live with Annnaiappan for some time in the house that i’ve always wanted to be in, when i was a student. I have yet to decide on the second opinion. But one thing is for sure, that i’ve got to get out of this secured environment of my home and become a little more desperate than what i am right now.
Living in a secluded environment i feel tortured by the loneliness that surrounds me. Absence of a friend circle. No one to talk to. There’s only Dhruv, Sheetal and Varun whom i talk regularly to. But somehow i feel that i’m not connected to them. Very good friends though. They provide me with insights that mean so much to me. But my mind is not tuned to the lifestyle that they inhibit. Not much communication or perhaps the lack of it is the main cause.
But now i’ve got to do something about this life that i am enjoying here at home. Something needs to change. My GATE prep is getting soggy. Hope i ‘m able to improve it when i get out of home. Although i feel that there’s no logic in the fourth sentence of the 3rd paragraph of this latest entry in my blog. i need answers. But i’m getting out of here.
